I am a big ball of hateI hate change.I hate that I have changed.I hate giving in to my fears.I hate that I can't overcome my fears because of said hatred.I hate it when people try to compliment me on something I know isn't true.I hate faking my emotions.I hate my job.I hate my lack of motivation.I hate my memory.I hate my body.I hate being forced to hold my tongue.I hate that people think I want to be pretty.I hate being useless.I hate old people.I hate small children.I hate parents who don't know how to discipline their small children.I hate the overly religious.I hate people who avoid me because I'm not religious.I hate my father.I hate fake ti
YAP- Advice letterDear Fellow Deviants,I'm battling with feelings of insignificance, listlessness, and apathy. I just feel like nothing I do in life really matters anymore. I don't know what's causing it directly, but I really don't have the drive to figure it out. I've thought of ways to dispell the feelings, but I don't care enough to do any of them.I'm stuck in a rut and don't know how to get out. I'm emotionally fatigued. I feel like I should do something totally out there, to break the mould, but I don't care enough to. I'm worried that this new jaded attitude will drive away the few supportive friends and family members I have. If I lose them, I'm fa
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